Saturday, February 14, 2009

A night "Painfull Memory"

"No pain no gain" is what i have learned in the past 23 years of my life.  I truly believe in this too when it comes to studies, sports or following rules. This statement of no pain no gain was proven baseless by life as i spent a painful (Shoulder Pain) night "14.febuary.2009". I wonder what i  gained out of this pain? Is the gain collecting a memory for this horrible night? 

I was feeling that some one is slowly inserting a niddle in my shoulder.I want to stop it but I can't, I want to run away but I can't. Slowly slowly that niddle is going deeper and making me feel absolutely crazy and helpless. I in order to deviate my mind from this brutal pain, went to meet my friend in his room and when he started talking, I had a very strong urge to slap him (very hard). I was so frurstrated with  my ever increasing pain that i found myself restless and since I coudn't hear or bear him anymore, I left that place immediately in order to avoid showing off my pain & irritattion.

Some times life becomes so funny to you and makes you feel that even if you are the richest person on this earth, you cannot avoid pain & buy sleep. I kept on applying Moov during whole night and tryed many times to sleep but every effort was a waste. Thats where you feel why god and wisdom are just a hope and not the solution in your tough times.

I started to dig out the reasons why it happen and i realised that it was because of my heroic effort of picking up a very heavy bag of my senior to help him shift his apartments. Even though i had a good intention i got pain in return but still we say No pain no Gain, "FUNNY".